OVERWHELMED

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I can feel it again the desire to match up to the standards of everyone, 
The feeling of being inadequate 
the heavy weight on my chest 
The inconsistency in my breathing 
The one million and one thoughts turning and tossing in my head. 
The memories of failed plans and goals 
The voices in my head that try to tell me I haven’t done enough 
that try to convince me that it is even by my effort 
But alas a wind of peace 
The still small voice of reassurance of a bright future and I feel calm again. 
The uncertainties,  doubts and disappointment would always  come around, but so would the still small voice.

 Par: Rerlz

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  1. Unknown30 June 2020 at 18:13

    Yes this is the essence of true living, thanks dear

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  2. Anonymous5 August 2020 at 15:27

    Oh, how I so much used to feel insecure and displease myself just so I can 'feel among. That constant fear of failure, that voice that said it's better not to try at all than to try and fail. But then a better voice came and life has been peaceful since then.When I look at the essence of life, I figured life without character and challenges is nothing at all.

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